stupid.

i was curious at first..
it was a mystery, i wanted to know the ans

cldnt get anymore information, kept thinkin abt it
became too involved

assumed things, believe things
that may never be true

i look back, i realized a 1-sided affair
the qn i had became a personal treasure hunt

this treasure i heard, lays at the end of the rainbow
the hunt i began, became a ship beyond repair.

so naive...
curiousity became an obsession
cat became mi.

* sld hav listened to my bros...

juz a thought...

hmm..........

Nobody said life was easy

Some people have it so easy,
They makes things seem so gentle and breezy
Why is it that i feel my burden is heavy
Is it bcoz the things i wanna do are many

I wanna work and get a nice good degree
Whilst doing this, i wan to also be there for friends and family
Is there time to find sumone who will love me ..?
Someone who is independant but still dependant on me.

I tried to do things, to be nice and gentlemanly
But to some they may appear to be scary and freaky
Well i guess the bad boys always get the ladies
But i dun care im jz gonna be me.

Ill continue to ride my vespa and try some photography
Ill sill work and try to achieve for my degree
Ill also do music with guitar and pump my body
Ill do things that make me feel happy

what im trying to say is
even though life is never easy
everyone knows how to make life happy

p.s just look at the alcohol and drugs and places one can go to have fun...its easier to hav fun ! =p

Le female Garden

Girls are like shrubs and trees or any kinda plantation
Some are sophisticated and elegant like the Vanda Miss Jaoqiun
Others are kind and caring like herbs that make you strong and healthy

The kind that i like best is the sunflower.
All she does all day is smile and be happy
Even when it rains and the day is crappy
She still smiles even though her petals are heavy.

The Sunflower spreads out its warmth around
She allows her necter to be shared, not count.
All she needs is that simple sunlight and ground
how did i ever, ever let her down.

Is it the cap i that gave,
the one that blocked all the sunlight away
or is it coz of the things that i have said
the forbidden 3 words of truth that i said anyway.

i dun understand how all these plants think or work
but i do know that flowers give me a sense or worth.
whether they only grow on mountains or live juz down the street.
flowers, there are many, but which is most suitable for soil like me...?

to God

u got it spot on.

Vomit !

1 whole year....i didnt update my blog. failed one of my resolutions miserably...

after a year of silence...

i came into conclusion that....this is not my diary, this is where i vomit everything in my mind...
i wont put up pics coz im putting them up sumwhere else in the name of convenience..

Life :

you have one
u can choose to share it wif everyone
u can choose to do wadever you want
the thing is that, everyone else also has one
so wadever u choose, choose the right one.


Mystery Gal , This is my msg to u

it wasnt your eyes or smile that caught my attention
it has always been the confidence and character tt u hav...
we hav nv met, yet i see so many similiarities
we hav nv spoken, yet i feel like i know u
your life mirrors mine
parrellel, side by side
but nv together...

有些话虽然一点老土，可是用在这里满适合的
"我们没有缘分”

Patience
is not one of my virtue
it is sthn i intend to live wif.

do u noe that the both of us
1) still hang out wif cousins
2) dun trust ppl easily
3) stick to closer ppl
4) enjoy eating everything
5) dun realli care abt looks
6) enjoy snapping bits and pieces of our lives
7) love kids
8) read books
9) put family above everything else
10) u got the wawa, i got the cupboard bros

yet, we duno e/o


Finally,
New goals
1. new camara
2. get good scores for degree modules
3. ord
4. pass the ball earlier when dribbling
5. dun piss off mystery gal
6. get to thailand and bali and take the most beautiful pic the world has ever seen
7. cherish the cupbaord gang
8. help out at mum's
9. inspire young kids
10. rmbr abt this blog

accomplished
1. retro choclatey vespa wif a smile on my face
2. be contented
3. no expectations